Maddie Yates, from Louisville, Kentucky, uploaded the video entitled ‘Important’ online and then shared it on her Twitter page before taking her life on Monday night.
The video, which has now been taken down, was viewed more than 10,000 times in the first 24 hours after it was posted, the Louisville Courier-Journal reported.
‘I know that I’m going to hurt everyone who loves me,’ she said, explaining that she had been treated for depression and had been prescribed Prozac.
‘But I’ve been like this for so long, and there’s still a chance that the worst day might still be coming. And I just don’t see how this is a bad idea.’
She continued: ‘I don’t want anyone to feel like it was their fault. This was my decision, not yours. I’m the one who messed up, not you. There’s nothing, literally nothing that you could have done.’
She added that she had seen no other option than to take her life because ‘I am not a good person’.
‘You don’t even want to know the things that I think… I’m doing literally the whole world a favor. But I love you, and I’m sorry. And I really, really love you,’ she said.
There are few further details about the circumstances of her death, but her mother confirmed it on Facebook, saying that moments before her death, her daughter had had the family laughing.
‘I want you all to know the this was the worse thing she could have done,’ she said, as she urged others to seek help if they felt suicidal.
Maddie herself had previously tweeted, ‘The fact that suicide is an actual option for some people is what really breaks my heart,’ and was planning to take part in a fundraising walk for suicide prevention in memory of a friend who passed away nearly one year before Maddie.
Last year, she added on Twitter: ‘If people who killed themselves could just see how everyone loved them, then maybe they’d take back what they did. But they can’t.’
Her three-minute video was taken down from YouTube – but by that point it had already been shared by school friends at Louisville Male High School, the Louisville Courier-Journal reported.
Before it was removed, Jefferson County Public Schools blocked access to YouTube and Twitter throughout the district in a bid to protect students.
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