"I wish was still married to Lamar" -Khloe Kardashian Breaks Down

Khloe is still missing Lamar. She broke down .According to E

After turning 30, Khloe is faced with the fact that she isn't where she imagined she would be at this age. She had planned on being married with children by the time she turned 30, and she is really struggling with the fact that her life is in a completely different direction. 

 Kris Jenner attempts to reassure Khloé that everything will work out how it's supposed to. But, when Kris slightly mentions that perhaps Khloé moved a little too quickly after separating from her ex-husband Lamar Odom, Khloé flips out. She explains that Kris should understand more than anyone how much pain and pressure she was under for years during her marriage.

Khloé exclaims that she wishes she was still married to Lamar and adds, "Like even right now, today, I wish I was still married to him."